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A Tiger Made of Lightning

by a Tiger made of Lightning

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DLTBBYD 02:05
Don't let the bastards break you down don't let them break you I know you're beaten down - oxygen is depleted crushed by waves of doubt - all efforts have been defeated but what if you believed like I believe in you? break the cycles, hold fast hope, don't let the fear consume they can't keep you inside your shell the best revenge is living well don't let the bastards break you down don't let them break you
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unclench your jaw, take a deep breath drop your tongue from the roof of your mouth it could be so simple get my thoughts back into the now i try to believe that this is all i need when reflection is too dim to see in front of me i'm afraid that this nightmare is all my fault (before too long, i'll sink into the floor) feeling frozen and not sure if i'll ever thaw give me one shot, just a five-second start give me a hammer for these walls, and i will tear them apart all is not lost - i'll put my demons to bed it's not much further now - i can see light up ahead if we could see what we are worth we would know how much we deserve i've wrestled with that blanket - it's heavy, cold, and wet strings cut but no control like a broken marionette old habits die hard, but if i can keep my eyes open rise up, climb out, and put my feet on solid ground again i get it now well, we step on crooked lines and wonder why we can't keep time and the revelation here is how we line up for the shine of instant stimulation to distract us from our pain when all it does is leave us empty and we're starving once again for a morsel of connection that we've craved since we were born while the system grinds our bones and leaves us tattered up and torn but we bravely soldier on, and with hope we sing along to the anthems of our childhood before we were far too gone
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Grungetooth 02:32
i am a russian doll with layers all pulled off and pieces strewn about the floor i feel alright but a little too exposed - i fight the need to run and hide i've been here many times before and only one way to go all along, i've seen the answers, but can't get myself to move break through, go forward - let's see what happens now i am an albatross weighing down my thoughts chained down and fragile to the core i'm fighting reasons to shut off from my inner self perfectionism kills the way to progress i'm fighting reasons to shut off from my inner self perfectionism kills the way to see i'm making mountains out of mole hills, making walls out of fences when i know this can be dealt with by just sitting in the silence in the silence
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How far - will you go to Convince yourself you’re right Let go or face the consequences of your actions Do / you even know / what’s wrong with you – I bet you don’t so Give / yourself enough / rope to hang yourself – a sacrificial Lamb / to the slaughter / on the altar of your pride and Die / upon this hill / ‘cause god forbid / you’re ever wrong OH – I bet you can’t tell / the difference/ between love and control Yeah – and that’s why / she won’t touch you / with a ten foot pole How far - will you go to Convince yourself you’re right Let go or face the consequences of your actions (2x) Is / she just there to / play a role / to your leading man For / your entertainment / without payment / because that’s your right I’ve / got news / she deserves more / than you’ll ever give And / if you think / she doesn’t know / you’re dumber than you LOOK – you’re disappointed – but she warned you / of your selfish mistakes OH – you dug your own grave / the dirt is up to your eyes / and you’re suffocating SUFFOCATING How far - will you go to Convince yourself you’re right Let go or face the consequences of your actions (2x) Do you feel like a man? You big dumb idiot None of this would happen if you gave a shit You spin in circles saying woe is me But your colors are showing – you’re no alpha. You’re weak.
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it's ok to face it whatever it is. no matter what, promise me you'll keep going. i swear it won't last forever,,, no feeling is final.
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the light breaks through the cracks the window sill is covered up with plants we sit in silence 'til i hear you laugh at moving pictures that i sent you this i know is clear - i just want you here the time spent is perfect we do nothing and everything holding space for holding space - a feeling that i can't replace i know i'd give anything to stay in this moment i want to live my days (in contemplation) wishing they would stay (a revelation) i would choose this place (no hesitation) love is presence nothing left to fear it's all i ever wanted i can't believe you're real nothing left to fear i can't believe you're real this i know is clear i just want you here
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i'm no longer impressed by what you have decided is the only true way to guarantee my eternity off-kilter at best, your words just stories and lies a threat to suffer forever - preach your fear with certainty you told us not to ask any questions so we learned them all ourselves and you didn't like our answers so you promised us hell i hope you know that we're on to you and all that we've been through has only made us stronger your power is fading claim yourself as a savior with hateful behavior (logic is paper-thin) and now our hearts are raging oh how i despise your prayers just because i gained my voice what are you scared of - is it because you know i have a choice? and that is true freedom - not the worship you force no, i won't drink the water - you slipped in poison at the source you say i'm lost - i found myself you say i've been backsliding - i've never felt so sure of the strength of my foundation - my disease has found the cure
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i lost my way for a minute, but i'm on the way back i guess i got caught up in all the things that i lacked the pace is slow toward better and i'm desperate for rest but the last thing that i want to to is live with regrets i wanna be a goldfish, shake it off and try it again and embrace my imperfections so i fight to the end all the scars may linger, but don't ever forget that you can't count me out, 'cause i'm bent but not broken yet the point is i'm a work in progress and i'm not very good at patience. i'm not sure how long this will take, but in the end i hope i'm judged by how i learned from mistakes i'll be a goldfish, shake it off and try it again and embrace my imperfections so i fight to the end all the scars may linger, but don't ever forget that you can't count me out, 'cause i'm bent but not broken yet i sit alone in this basement contemplating how i could say this different enough to keep from hurting the ones i love maybe if i loved myself, it could work maybe if i loved myself i'll be a goldfish, shake it off and try it again and embrace my imperfections so i fight to the end all the scars may linger, but don't ever forget that you can't count me out, 'cause i'm bent but not broken yet

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released October 13, 2023

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Jakob Mooney at Mooney Recordings

All lyrics by Mike O'Leary

Music by Mike O'Leary, Colin Cavanaugh, Jake Fournier, Alex Kessis, and Landen Gruszewski

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a Tiger made of Lightning Columbus, Ohio

Hey. We make loud songs. We went viral on TikTok once.

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We like lots of music, but most of our songs are inspired by emo and post-hardcore songs from the myspace era.

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